My Life Reads Like the Classifieds

who's having a crappy day today?

Tue, 17 May 2005 16:50:19 GMT

mandi is. really shitty. ugh.so many things are frustrating me!!!!!! i can't even get into it.
please.
somebody shoot me.
or cheer me up?

bye,loves.

</3 mandi

leaving on a jet plane...

Fri, 06 May 2005 13:48:44 GMT

so it is decided. i am quitting my job, cuz for the past two days i've been working at my new one. kinda sad to go, i am sad that i will be leaving fun people and fun times (like degreasing biscuit warmers with jackie lol) but oh well,got to keep on keepin' on, and besides, the money at my new job is DEF. better! :-) hooray for money and smiley faces that look like penises!!!!! (tee he he)
and also hooray for prom being tonight and taking chinese take out in protest of the positiviely DISGUSTING food! if i can finally figure out how, lol i will post pix.

hearts, my loves

<3 mandi

hoorah

Mon, 02 May 2005 16:49:03 GMT

for going to buy the new falloutboy cd at 12:01 am.

who's a big, big loser?

like hell if i know.

i'm cool, cuz me n mar are gonna have it before any of you nukka's.

so there!

HA!

HELLO, ALLISON!!!!!

Mon, 02 May 2005 16:46:54 GMT

i wanna hold your hand,

i haven't been

the same man...

since i saw you in aisle ten

or somehting like that

god, i sure hope you've heard that song before!!!!

no!

wait!

don't go!

i was only kidding.......

i'm not strange....

i swear it!

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 16:48:37 GMT

STRESS.

one syllable. six letters.

i don't know what that has to do with anything.

probably nothing.

ok.

anyways.

moving on.

i am so sick of petty stupid arguments in general. i swear, if i have to argue my case on one more meaningless subject, i may crack. yes. i'll crack. mmmmmm...crack. what?! did i say that OUT LOUD? oops....just blew my cover. anywho, i have spent the duration of the last three or so days(/nights) arguing. i've argued with my mom (ugh, it's no point in arguing with a drunk anyways, they always win, seeing as they are like children. they make up their own rules, and then they win. damn it. i am a failure.) anyways. enough doting on my problems. ok. and enough with that theory. right. so these are just incoherent ramblings. about arguments. this week so far i have

argued about with

SMCC Randy
My pending job at Fermi and how my Randy
dad influenced my decision
another stupid random thing,
(i think working at marco's) Randy
senior pictures( not a bad argument,
though. step-mom
graduation mom
how to keep composure around the ex mom
why she souldn't have random men in
her house mom
why her dad is a piece of shit and why
she should just take the money from him
because he never supported her when she
was younger anyways. mom

i am done.

my next argument:
a certain spoiled little 14 year old and why she shouldn't be or give any one a reason to say that she is screwing a 21 year old. and she needs to hang out with the right people. even if people are making it up, she should not give them any reason to say thata bout her. i've never in my life given anyone a reason to say anything like that about me. why, because people know that i'm not a whore and that if they said shit liek that about me, i'll kick their ass. i've always made it a point that i deserve more respect than that and that i am not like THAT. and people have always known that about me, which is why i have never had to deal with shit like that from people. i've never been wary of telling anybody that i'm still a virgin, i don't care how people judge me or what they say. but when somebody takes an anorexic 14 year old with low self esteem and either says " hey, have sex with me, you'll be cool" or " you don't put out, you're not cool" which to any one she would say yes. and agree. she'd probably do anything to be cool. i guess it's just me though, i guess it's just due to the fact that i've never cared what anybody has thought of me. i am completely my own person, i don't have to dress a certain way to prove to people that i possess a certain attitude or feeling. i just am. i tried so hard to set a good example for her, and i guess now i'm beating myself up over the way she is now, because i think maybe i wasn't around enough or didn't talk to her about all this enough. i've always tried to watch out for her, though.

more later.

i'll be your # 1 with the bullet, a loaded gun complex, cock it and pull it......

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 16:49:06 GMT

am i more than you bargained for, yet i've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear, cuz that's just who i am this week. lie in the grass next to the mausoleum..........

so it has been awhile since i updated. i haven't had much going on, other than

well a lot of mundayne little things. only three and a half weeks of school left!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! i am excited!!!! i signed up for college classes last week. blah. MCCC here i come....... i kinda wish i was going away but whatever. i have Eng. CompII, and i have math, journalism and poli. sci. blah. i guess it'll be fun tho. i hope hope HOPE that thomas or mary scheduled their poli. sci class with me. it would mean so much with me to have class with them again. i have missed their antics since i switched schools. i mean of course i still talk to them, but whatever. they prolly didn't. agh! i had a lot of caffeine this morning, i think it's fucking with my brain. like i said, i've had a lot going on this week. it'll feel so good just to play soccer tonight. i have a lot of stress to let go on some opponents tonight. GRRRRRAAAAARRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!! (that's my intimidating noise) i'll probably be running down the field and imagine that my opponent is beth ( the half retarted(yet nice) one) or that fucker who i'm mad at right ow. i'll just leave it at that. there's this fucker that i'm mad at right now. i'm gonna beat him up. my mind is so random today, i need to just succumb to the randomness.

la dee da dee dahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

woooo
caffeine
soccer
school
coffee
work
school
cherry limeade

last night i made chicken tettrazini for "my sweetie" (direct quote from beth) from scratch. whooooo!!!!! GO ME!!!!! i AM the culinary master!!!!

i also made a triple chocalte cake. it had gooey fudge in the middle.

ha ha.

gooey fudge.

i think last weeks adventures with degreaser are still affect my brain!!!!!!!

on the up and up, if i feel like this forever, i'll actually have a valid excuse for my stupidity.

I'd like to thank:
Bob evan
Cindy
Beth
Jackie
Biscuits
butter
the degreaser company
and many many more!!!!!!

yeah....

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 16:46:55 GMT

so i did a google search of myself and this is what i got:

Amanda Please!

Antarctic Muon and Neutrino Detector Array: AMANDA at UC Berkeley

The Official Amanda Tapping WebsiteIncludes biography, filmography, photo gallery, events, and quotes.

The Amanda Foundation - Save an Animals Life Today!

ROCKCHIC K...YETSOSEXUALLYELEGANTHOME || BLOG || ME || FAN || CREATIVE || SITE || FREEWEBS

Enter Fanatic Amanda Fans

AMANDAa site about the GREATEST singer!! ... Click here to enter the a site about the GREATEST singer!! website.
dizzy

djamanda.com

ugh!!!!

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 14:42:13 GMT

i need a life. somebody.please. anybody. come rescue me from the spiraling downfalls of my life!!! mixed drink night...very soon

<3

ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 18:38:55 GMT

i dunno. just felt like screaming. talking to thomas again, for uh those of you who knew that i wasn't talking to him...oh wait, i only have two friends...and both of you knew..heh heh.... oh well... i will make it a point to add people on here...SOON. guess i don't have much more to talk about...cuz...uh? my life is boring? yes! that's it....

woooooooooo

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 16:42:29 GMT

hoooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!

i haven't updated in awhile... :(

and i don't intend to do it now.. b/c i have no time!!!

this is JUST like blurty

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 17:47:43 GMT

does anyone even have those anymore? i used to have one of those back in the day...